Unbalanced Vision

Yes, I'm still alive people--not that the world cares about my stories really. I feel like I've lost the desire to 'put thoughts to paper' recently, or that there's nothing interesting going on. Actually, from time to time I've had the honor of talking to some soulless creatures, and would like to describe them in the most cruel manner on my stomping ground, yet my kindness stops me from doing so. And as time goes by you don't feel that strongly anymore. But as days go by and the temperature drops, the desire to buy a green scarf and a red bath robe is very strong. Why red? I saw HY's colleague MC own one, and he looks like a king in it.